.trust.

Trusting someone is not an easy thing to do. You have to be sure that the person is worth it of the trust you are willing to give.

I have experience something about this trust thing. And I am willing to share it to you.
I am assuming that all of you already know who my special someone is, right? He is the happy-go-lucky guy who in a very different way makes me happy and makes my day special. I am not going to tell you about our story because I am going to reserve it on Valentines Day! *laughs*. But instead I am going to tell you about something I have realized.
It happened last January 31, 2007. At the start o the day, I already feel that he is not in a good mood. So I was thinking that maybe he has some problems. I found the right time so I asked him if he is okay. He answered me by saying that he is just depressed. After that, I made up my mind that I will just go with the flow. This means that I will not approach neither talk to him first until he will be okay.

Afternoon came and we were still not having the usual communication we have. I just let it pass by thinking that it is about his studies.
We had our meeting in YFC Club. Then our adviser read a note which is about love. It states that love protects, love TRUSTS and love preserves. When she spoke the word trust, she turned to me making most of the people there to look at me. I was so conscious at that time which made me did something knowing that he is there. I was afraid that he will be mad at me. When we are about to go home, I said sorry to him for not trusting him wholeheartedly.

With that incident, I have realized that if you choose to love a person, you should not have any doubts on that person especially on the love he is giving. You should learn how to trust him because you know that he loves you. But you should also be sure that at this point in time, the person is already worthy of the trust you are giving him.

There is one thing I promised to him, that I will try my best to let myself be secured with his love.