GOD has another plan for me...

This is my first time to post on my blog. Unfortunately, this first post of mine won't be a happy one. Yes! It's true. I am not feeling any good right now. I just want to cry and cry all over again. Maybe to some other people out there, I am just over reacting on this stuff. But, I cannot stop myself from the feeling down and depressed. This thing that I am talking about is my failure in the University of the Philippines College Admission Test or what most people call as the UPCAT. This test was taken last August 2006.
I just got the good news from Mdm. Maglasang that the UPCAT results are now online. I let most of my classmates know about it by sending them the message through text. I was very excited because I want to know if we are higher in the percentage passing from the last batch. I was very open on the results that it is either I will pass or fail the test. I just told myself that it will be okay for me if I fail because I still won't be studying in UP College.
But, as of this moment, two of my friends told me that I failed the test. They said that they were very sorry for the bad news. Obviously, I told them that it was okay, that I am feeling good about it. But when I have learned that there were only nine of us who did not make it, The feeling of being not affected was gone. It is not because we were only few but it is because I have realized that I failed in one of the most prestigious test. I do not want to let my parents know about it! I do not want to face the teachers knowing that I am one of the few persons who failed the school. I am afraid to face my batch mates because of this reason! Maybe I just cannot accept the fact that I failed.
As what Dan said, maybe GOD has another plan for me. He just want me to learn something that is why He gave this challenge on me. Maybe Dan's right, all things happen for a reason. After all, I have learned that I should study and work hard, right?